Am i weird???

No, you're not weird...just attention seeking. And you're full of BS in your attempt to attract attention. But hey, whatever floats your boat. If you were my kid...I'd paint your room white, throw away everything you destroyed, and ground you for your childish behavior. But you would certainly have my attention. I'd be worried about what kind of drugs your were using, how much of your schooling you weren't doing, how disruptive you were making yourself around other children that actually want to get a good education, etc. Good luck growing up.